I'm going to steal this moment to say my birthday is next month. I want to skip the entire day. Cause of some sad events, I've lost the one person I always thought was by my side my sister. Growing up we hated each other we fought like cats and dogs. She was there when I had my son, I helped her raise her child. For 35 yr I had a sister, my heart has been broken.

I did everything I could do to make sure she was safe, I took her punishments, I loved her so much. I wish I so wish there was a magic pill to make me forget I had a sister. How can I forget her, I will miss her deeply. Now I know some may ask will I ever talk to her again. Answer is no, what she did has cut a whole so deep in my heart, the bleeding has finally stopped. I know one day at a time, but you know what this sucks.